Asob..huuu~

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

Dijah cepat balik!! belanja asob..

huuu~

"maka nikmat Tuhan mu yang manakah yg kamu dustaka?" (ar-Rahman : 13)

p/s if u know what i mean ~_^

Ini Langkahku

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"simulasi kehidupan kita seharian seakan-akan satu kitaran bodoh yg sentiasa berulang jika tidak diselarikan dengan tuntutan penciptaan seorang bergelar manusia iaitu, hamba dan khalifah"

i'm speechless..hope this would open our eyes..

one had said, "ruginye meninggalkan amanah ini.."

do we ever remember bout His firman in (2:30) and (51:56) or we just forget and thought do that really matter to me??

well tepuk dada tanya iman..

as a matter of fact i'm reminding MYSELF!!

Kitaran Kehidupan (must watch by everyone!!)

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Ini Langkahku

Album : Ini Langkahku

Munsyid : Shoutul Harokah

http://liriknasyid.com

Aaa... Ini langkahku

Aaa... Terus melaju

Aaa... Ini langkahku

Aaa... Bangkitkan jihad

Ini Langkahku yang kan kuayun

Walaupun payah tak akan jera

Ini langkahku kan trus melaju

Setegar karang bangkitkan jihadku

Aral rintangan datang menghadang

Tapi syurga di bawah kilatan pedang

Hancurkan kedzaliman

Tegakkan keadilan

Pastikan langkahmu wahai pejuang

Dengan Al-Qur'an menjadi pedoman

Hembuskanlah angin pembaharuan

Karena kita khalifaturrahman

p/s ukht ukhuwah never made to breaks but is made to strengthen each other in one saff..that's what ukhuwah means..a friendship LILLAHI TAALA .

al-Fatihah

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

not to blame anyone..

as what happened is His fate..

i think deeply in myself, if i mad with anyone means i mad with Him..

seek repentance for we not living for long..

"Every soul shall have a taste of death : And only on the Day of Judgement shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life) : For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception." (Holy Quran 3:185)

"Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakanmati. Dan hanya pada hari kiamat sajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan kedalam syurga, sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan. Kehidupan dunia hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya." (AQ 3:185)

'semoga tergolong diantara hamba2Nya yg beriman dan bertaqwa'

in memories :

nenda tercinta, Siti Aminah Saleh

kakanda tersayang, Kamil Arshad

harap dipertemu Allah di jannahNya walau angah x smpt tgk opah ngn abg kamil kali terakhir..

p/s been seeing n talking bout death lately, x sangaka kematian yg sgt dekat..sis, waiting for u..

Khalas

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

imtihan khalas..

preparing for the new game..

with Allah's will..i really want to pass these..

p/s ...(17:30) (65:2-3)

Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan??

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

yesterday, my day was @#$%^&*????

i was struggling to find my ownself which lost again for i don't know how many times now..

then when i make my decision.., suddenly something crucial just come to me..something more important..

i'm confiuse!! i got exam tomorrow (today)..

i can't be 'it' ! i just can't be 'it' !..

No! No!..not in sense of me now..

i would never be 'it' for what i'am now is miserable!

i was questioning bout it all night and i have exam tomorrow (today)..

till the next morning (today)..

this morning i woke up alone, asking repentance for what have i gotten..

i was still questioning though..

what i read for the exam seems nothing..

myself is not in the book..

i started to worry cause i don't like the feeling of going to the exam without revising any..

who would..??!

there's only pray in my heart that Allah with His Mercy would ease my path..

till my name was called upon the examiner..,,,

Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds

He surely did ease my path.. all praise only to Allah..

and i told myself..

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

Subhannallah..which my soul is in His hand..

what more would i deny?? what more??..

He certainly help my during my everything!..

though i'm just a servant full with false and sins..!!

Subhanallah..His love towards me, the Greatest!! of all..

though i'm full with false and sins!!

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

He gave me 'it'..He knows my ability..then why would i still questioning bout it??

He is the Greatest!!

forgive me Allah for saying this and that as You knows the Best for me..

why would i questioned bout it..

forgive me Allah..with Your Mercy and Love..

please forgive me..T_T

p/s insyaAllah..with God's will i'll do it my best..bantu ana ukht, memikul amanah ini..

Antuna Fikir Laa Sendiri..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

assalamualaikum wbt..

just got it from the net..

some might have seen it..

and some may just neglected it..

so i put it here just to share and to remind not only u but myself mostly..

n maybe for those whose neglected it before they would just click on it with Allah's will and Mercy..

so, check it out though it's none of my contribution..

'Tomorrow Never Comes'

"Nor say of anything, "I shall be sure to do so and so tomorrow"-Without adding "So please Allah" and call thy Lord to mind when thou forgettest, and say, "I hope that my Lord will guide me ever close (even) than this to the right road." (Holy Quran 18 : 23-24)

"Dan jangan sekali-kali engkau mengatakan terhadap sesuatu, "Aku pasti melakukan itu besok pagi, kecuali (dengan mengatakan), "InsyaAllah". Dan ingatlah kepada Tuhanmu apabila engkau lupa dan katakanlah, "Mudah-mudahan Tuhanku akan memberiku petunjuk kepadaku agar aku yang lebih dekat (kebenarannya) daripada ini" (QS : 23-24)

moreover in the matter of repentance..never say tomorrow cause u'll never know whether the tomorrow may come for tomorrow is His and only He knows..wallahua'alam..

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Last Breath by 3ILM

p/s take time to think but don't think to long cause u'll never know too when the angel will come and take u..wallahu'alam..

Hati Parah..Duit Makin Parah..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..credit to those whose stays..haha..

nak ubat hati punye pasal..awadalah kitorg terjah..

bahana nye..melayang laa fulus..huhu..

tu lah org kate tombo ati itu limo perkare..

1. bace quran dan maknanye

2. solat malam dirikanlah

3. berkumpul lah dgn orang soleh

4. perbanyakkan puasa

5. zikir malam berpanjangan

tu lah sedikit sebanyak perkembangan kami disini selepas ditinggalkan pergi..waaaa T_T

cerita comel kami..hihi..~_^

p/s ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu duit melayang..

ikut Allah hanya Dia yg satu..

As I..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk home from RU..

i take the same path as i take everytime i go there..

but today..it seems different..

i wonder..why?

what day is today?

it's wednesday..yup! it's wednesday..

but i feel it just like friday..

so slow and silent..

i wonder why..

as i think back again..

i realise, it's not the surrounds which are slow and silence..

but it's deep in my heart as i loose another two flying home..

sooner it will be lesser..

all the best ukht..may Allah shelters u'all with His rahmah n prevention..

have a safe journey home..anddd...............

come back soon ya!! ^_^

start to miss every single act and every single words of antuna..

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just saw pictures of my sister's graduation days..

and suddenly i feel like something pouring from my lacrimal gland..

and yeah..it's the true secretion under stimulation of parasympathetic nerves of facial (VII) nerve which via greater petrosal nerve relay in the sphenopalatine ganglia..

tears feel with mixture of feels..

"ya Allah pelihara keluargaku sepanjang ketiadaanku.."

p/s ur blood is ur blood..never will be others..

Ini Cerita Saya

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"as we walk to the right..

as we walk to the right..

as we walk as we walk as we walk all night..

with a heel and a toe..

and a half turn around..

with a heel and a toe..

and a new friend found.."

huhu..suddenly it cross my mind..

reminding me to the one whose already been in m'sia almost more than a week now..

she's a good doctor to be just like her father..

sometimes i just wish i could be as good as u..

as lucky as u..

as smart and wise as u..

everything sometimes i wish i could be u..

but i will never happen as i am what i am..

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right..planning to write something else actually..haha..

never mind just let it be the intro..huhu..

well as i walk home from m 3rd paper..

yup!!! it's the 3rd paper..

and the most important one..

and the most killling one..

totaling everything..it seems..

...eerrrr...the same as the last two papers..

i have no bad feeling but i don't wanna be confident..

so i kinda afraid of what i'm feeling right now..

yet it is better than the last year's fake feels..

which i lied to myself pretending everything would be okay..

hoping for the next paper could walk me out from the hall with a little confident..

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okay..it's a morn day..

and it's a cool day..

my love ones are flying home..

but my other love ones come to the hall just to sent me..though i've already reach there before them..

huhu..thanks ukht..ana x tau antuna nak hantar ana..

i've promised to a friend..

and time's ticking..

also i need sometime from the last time to prepare..

lagi2 plak dalam keadaan 'ini'..

sorry ye..afwan..

p/s ade yg anta sampai dalam pun..heart attack ana!! macam anak raja haha..

oops!! lupe plak..almost B class kan..patut rr..hehe :p

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well, nothing much of a says actually..

just a sharing..

my feeling, my gratefullness, my dedication..

please..feel as you please.. :)

my dedication : 27 & 28 June 2010

my gratefullness : m9

my feeling : me

mode : flying

venue : just on top of the earth

p/s loves is in the air..

Cewek Rupenye..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..tesenyum bile tepikir tittle post ni..

rupenye bukanlah org2 itu sahaja yg memiliki ciri ini..

i also have it! almaklumlah it runs in the blood laa..

so nothing much can do..~_^

but u guys still hebat then me :)

u guys have extra..'cengeng' hehe..

i just realise that i have this in my blood when walking home from my lovely hubbyly exam..

thinking makes me tired but if i don't think, i'll become mad..

(sorry NAAS starting to craps as something has hit the head n heart this evening)

rite, along the way i was thinking of me having this 'cewek' things..

as from the school ages i was sent by at least a person during my exam day..

mostly it would be my mom n dad..

but since i was far away across the sea, only her wish beeping on my lentbyafriend's phone..

telling me that everything would be fine..it soothes me..at least..

but since i was walking alone to the hall so i kinda feel something..

last year, my exam days is full with joy surrounded by people who are people..

last week i still walks with people to the hall..

so kinda not feel anything..

but today..it's really a feel..

"rupenye cewek jugak! nak kene hantar exam jugak! macam budak2!"

^___________________^ i smiled myself..

**xpe sis, xpe Fa..u guys still on top of me..huhu..

p/s "Allah bersamamu anakku" mom it soothe me..

whether there are people or not i still have Him sends me to the hall..

The Time, My Time, Our Time, HIS Time..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk through the question's stores..my heart pounding and this is what i feel

but whether i believe or i did not, it will never gonna change anything..

as one had told me "till the last, never put a stop to ur effort.."

and as i walk out from the imtihan's town, i walk home with

but as time goes by, i'm not going to be able to restore the past..

as i only can make the future better..

and i've learned theoretically about optimist..

and this is the time to practice it..

and after all "Verily your Lord does provide sustenance in abundance for whom He pleases, and He provides in a just measure. For He does know and regard all His servants" (17:30)

from Him is everything, and thus towards Him shall be everything..

p/s The time is not My time neither Ours but His time and it's certain..

make used of the chance given carefully and gratefully..

as time will never come back as it made to pass by neither slow nor fast..

Hug

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

a hug with full love can sometimes comforts u..

a touch with full careness can sometimes ease u..

a simple say with full will can sometimes drowns u in peace..

so friends!!

Hug me! Touch me! and simply say to me,

"We love u, n we know u can get through this!"

it will be very helpful..weeeee..^_^

(ok NAAS talking craps!..forget it!)

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i'm drowning!

drowning in tears..

but i know it will never take years..

cause i know He'll hear my prayers..

i'm hoping!

hoping in fears..

for my path ahead to be clears..

and i hope He'll really hear my prayers..

(i know He will)

mode : tom yam campur masammmmm sgt yg x sedap..

venue : wishing stairs

p/s (2 : 286) wah lame sudah x ku berbicara dgn Mu..

New Branding

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

salam folks,

how ya doin'??

i'm hoping y'all be in the mercy of Allah swt..

right!!

lookin' to the profile box..

notice the difference??

yup!that's the new name of the same author..

not much reason,only wanna use my own name rather than other..

but that's still not my name..for those whose asking..

well ya..it's the abbreviation of my name..

still wanna stay silent though people know much bout me..:)

just wanna be mysterious..huhu..coz it's so cool to be mysterious..hahaha..

right,from now on,the NAAS will writes..

not the old zenzen..

the old zenzen has retired from the world of blogging but still keep contact with his/her 'genin', NAAS..hahaha..

alright!enough with the craps!!

gotta go n study..exams still on..

chaw for now..

p/s ..

This is for You

salam,
first of all i wanna say sory to u for keeping u waiting for quite a sometime..huhu..

SorrY SiS!!

as u know nothing much i can do with my broken lap..
and it's not easy to type even one simple word using almost broken CC's keyboard..
so this is for u..~_^enjoy..

p/s later when i'm in a more comfort zone i'll write to u again..

till then..bye for now from a broken lap of a broken soul..

eXam feVer

salam..

..eXam feVer!!..

start : 10 april 2010

finish : 1 july 2010

'rabbi yassir wala tu 'asir ya Kareem'

"bi taufiq wannajah fi kulli imtihan fi DEEN fi dunia wal akhirah"

"hadapi hari anda dengan SENYUM :)"

-JD-

p/s doakan daku mengiringi kamu,,ku harap jua doa kalian beriringan doa ibu bapa ku..

hanya padaNya kite panjatkan segala syukur dan harap..

Untukmu Teman

..Dengan nama Allah, ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

semalam lepas makan malam, tetibe rase nak belek notice board sebelum duduk n sambung study..

belek punye belek, mate tertarik pada satu sampul berisi kad yang dilekat..

tertera di depan sampul :

Khas 4 :

Cik N.. A......

bibir terus mengukir senyum sambil tangan berhati2 menanggalkan thumb tack yg melekatkan kad pada notice board..

sambil diiringi imbauan kenangan dulu, sampul di buka..

sekeping kad raya tahun 2008 utusan seorang teman ditarik keluar..

setiap bait di bace dengan penuh rase kerinduan..

senyum yg dah lame tak terlihat apatah lagi wajah redup yg terpancar disebalik kepetahan bercakap..

tingkah lucu dan ala2 kepoh terbayang di minda..

"orang pertama tegur di KMPk ni terasa sekejap sahaja Allah pinjamkan kegembiraan tu.."

antara bait terakhir yg seakan tak pernah di bace sebelum ni..

pilu hati seketika mengenangkan tiada ape yg pernah dilakukan untukny..

rase serba salah menyelubungi jiwa, hanya die yg sering mengutus khabar sebegini walau kini beribu batu terpisah direntasi lautan..

rase malu kerana diri ini tak pernah cube untuk memainkan peranan sebaikny..

khabar di kirim hanya melalui sms ringkas yg sebulan sekalipun belum tentu berhantar..

setiap titis air mata yg bercucuran sebolehny tak di lupakan..

kerana itu hadiah paling berharga di terima dari seorang teman..

apatah lagi yg hanya baru beberapa ketika mengenali..'

sesungguhny Allah yg menyatukan hati2 kita..

semoga ukhuwah kite kekal keranaNya..

dedikasi ini untukmu..

maafkan aku andai bukan ini yg menjadi senandung kite bersama dulu..

hanya ini yg ku temui sebagai petunjuk pada persoalan ku selama ni..

maafkan aku kerana gagal mengingati sebahagian besar waktu kita bersama..

maakan aku kerana tak mampu mengenangny seperti mana kau..

"Bro!!" hanya ini yg sering meniti di bibir sebagai mengingati mu di samping beberape pemberian mu..

salam sayang bersulam rindu..

salam ukhuwah beserta I love U..

Uhibbuki Fillah Abadan Abada

..Nur Farahin Ramli..

p/s semoga bro happy selalu..~_^

Petanda Kita Jauh DariNya Kerana 'dia'

salam..

sambungan..

"a friend is the one whom brings us togather to jannah, not the one whom take us away from al-khaliq"-JD

tanda2 :

1. setiap ape yg dilakukan berniat krn Allah..namun dalam x sedar hati tertanye2.."agak2, 'dia' rase ok ke ni?"
2. setiap ape yg dilihat sepanjang perjalanan seperti angin yg berhembus pergi..x bermakne..yg dilihat hanyelah 'dia' (ni mmg tahap kronik!)
3. setiap keputusan inginkan suare dari 'dia' dan untuk kebaikan 'dia'..
4. setiap perkare pasti 'dia' terlintas dulu sebelum org lain..
5. mudah terguris bile 'dia' melakukan sesuatu yg kadang2 kecik je..
6. dan sebagainye carilah sendiri ni yg sempat di cari dari kamus serba guna / multipurpose NAAS..~_*

**pendek kate sume yg berkaitan 'dia'

solusi :

cadangan dari encyclopedia 'Bagaimana Tangani Masalah Cinta antara Teman??' karangan NAAS yg x pernah terpublished dan terjual..,

benarkan org lain juga mengenali dan memahami diri anda disamping bersederhanalah..

wallahu'alam

foot note :

• NAAS, seorang penulis yg x bertauliah..yg hanya menulis mengikut logik persekitaran dan pengalaman hidup yg dikaitkan dengan kitabullah dan sunnah sebagai ibrah..
• tulisannye x diharap untuk diikuti tp semoga menjadi peringatan untuk dirinye sendiri..

p/s aikkk??nape kua post ni tetibe??hanya 'dia' yg tahu..huhu..

awak!tahu ke??hehe..kalo tahu kasi tau sy ye??

Patah Tumbuh Hilang Berganti

..Dengan nama Allah, ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

tido semalam bermimpikan 'kami'..

indah, namun x ku pasti sejauh mane kepastiannye..

patah tumbuh hilang berganti..

hilang yg itu ganti yg ini..

gembira dan duka bercampur..

yg duka itu pasti, yg gembira masih menanti..

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semoga berbahagia dengan pilihan mu teman..

satu pesanan ku buat dirimu dan juga aku..

"beradalah dekat dengan cahaya itu, kerana sesungguhnye dengan cahaya itulah yg akan memandu kite menuju ke situ.."-dia

"jangan lemas dalam tangisan sendirian, carilah ruang bernafas di celah barisan yg disusun kukuh"-JD

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aarrghhhh..

mimpi itu dtg lagi..

makin kuat rase untuk tidak kembali..

makin ia dtg menghantui..

menimbul rase x ingin kembali..

tp mereka telah hampir sekian lame aku tinggali..

sudah lame mereka menanti..

wajarkah aku kembali dengan rase penuh inferiority..??

ya Tuhan, tolonglah hambaMu ini..

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aku geram diburu dia..

kenape perlu muncul kembali setelah beberapa ketika menghilang diri..

pergi..pergi..aku xperlukan dia pun..

pergilah hilang..xperlu kabar berita juga..

aku xkisah..sebab kini aku ade Dia..

aku hanya ingin Dia bukan dia..

aku bukan org yg popular untuk diburu..

tp dia tetap jua memburu..

aku dah lame x inginkan kau..

pergilah..pergilah sejauh mungkin..

jangan kau dekati aku lagi dan merosak cinta kami..

lenalah aku tanpa dia selepas ini..

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bayangan itu muncul lagi..

kenape??kenape??

aku x ingin lagi mengingati..

aku sedari diri ku ini..

aku tahu ape yg perlu dilakukan..

aku juga sedang cuba melakukan..

janganlah muncul dan menghantui ku..

aku malu..aku sedih..aku takut..aku kesal..

ya Allah ampuni masa silam ku..TT

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mood/mode : tomyam campur

p/s kurniakan ketenangan dalam hatiku dengan rahmatMu ya Rabb..

Dia..

salam,

huh..kali pertamaku dengar suara..
bergetar jantung..bagai nak gugur..
siapa gerangankah??
cubaku meneka-neka namun kelam dan samar..
aduh!!sape plak yg nelepon aku nih..
abih ayu suara aku cover..
tp sory ler..mmg nak teka dah tp x berani, takut salah..hihi..
papehal pun..

"salam perkenalan dari sang perantau..~_^"

p/s getarkan jantung dan hatimu hanya untuk DIA..wallahu'alam..

Counter Back LOST!

..in the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful..

salam,
this should an explaination for my last post since it has been a bit controversy..
the usual post i would writes some sort of motivational words to counter all the negative wrotes i writes..
but the last one is simply just a negatives feels from my inside..
and yes Allah is upon what His servant thought..
so i kinda get the lesson..

right, to everyone beside and around me..
i'm really2 sorry for not showing a good manners..
always saying this and that without taking any action..
last post reviews really hits me..
thanks for making me realise WHO AM I? in this greatest creation of Allah..
not supposed saying this and that,,
and not supposed complains and mumbles..
all He did is for the best i would have..

"..ampuni aku Allah, kerana bersangka buruk denganMu,
kerana mengingkari ayat2Mu,
dan kerana mengeluh seakan menolak ketentuanMu.."

Allah sifatnye cemburu..
maka ujian yg Allah turunkan adalah atas kesayangan kite..
andai harta yg menghuni hati..
maka dengan harta lah kite diuji..
andai pangkat menguasai diri..
maka dengan pangkat lah kita di kuasai..
andai handai taulan jd runtunan jiwa..
maka dengan handai taulan lah kita dikecewa..
namun,,
andai Dia yg bertakhta di hati..
nescaya jannahNya menanti..

janji Allah itu pasti..
dan tiada yg lebih pasti melainkan janjiNya..
Allah mengambil krn itu mmg milikNya..
Allah mengambil krn kite yg xpandai bahagi cinta sehingga melebihkan dunia berbanding Dia..
Allah mengambil juga krn SAYANG pada kite dengan menggantikan yg lebih baik untuk kite..
tapi kite sering salah ertikan kasih sayang Allah ini dengan menyalahi ketentuan yg hadir..
bukankah itu mengundang murka Allah..??
layakkah kite mengeluh itu dan ini sedang insan teragung (Muhammad ibn Abdullah) sekalipun xpernah meminta dikurangkan ujian atasnye..
malulah pada diri,, malulah pada Allah,, malulah pada Rasulullah..
kite bukan org yg selayaknye merase letih...
bahkan kite seharusnye menjadi org yg memburu letih..

"teruslah bergerak hingga KELELAHAN itu LELAH mengikutimu..teruslah berlari hingga KEBOSANAN itu BOSAN mengejarmu..teruslah berjalan hingga KELETIHAN itu LETIH bersamamu..teruslah bertahan hingga KEFUTURAN itu FUTUR menyertaimu..tetaplah berjaga hingga KELESUAN itu LESU menemanimu..Ust Rahmat Abdullah"

wallahu'alam..

p/s sayang dia krn Allah..

LOST!

..in the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful..

3/3/2010
i lost it one by one
one after another
starting with my bro and sis
then my lovely hapy
and now the bigest thing
i lost 'it'
what's next??

p/s ...

Feel Like..

salam,

4/3/2010
feel like i have a sister lately..
these recent days i feel a lil unwell..
and often sleep while study..
so no blanket on me in the cold of night..
yet someone came and wrapped me with my blue mickey comforter ontop of me..
thanks for let me be inthe warm of night..
really feel like having a very caring sister..
it's been a long time i missed a sister touch..
and it's been bout 1 year and a quater i lost my mom's touch..
really missed her sweeping my forehead during my school time..
feel regret when i refuse her to sweep my head just because i don't want my hair style or my hair cover ruined..
now i realise i really missed her kisses..

p/s really miss u mom..

Untukmu Teman

..in the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful..

28/2/2010

di sini kita pernah bertemu
mencari warna seindah pelangi
ketika kau menghulurkan tanganmu
membawaku ke daerah yang baru
dan kni hidupku ceria

kini dengarkanlah
dendangan lagu tanda ingatanku
kepadamu teman
agar ikatan ukhuwah kan bersimpul padu

kenangan bersamamamu
takkan ku lupa walau badai datang melanda
walau bercerai jasad dan nyawa

mengapa kita ditemukan
dan akhirnya kita dipisahkan
mungkinkah menguji kesetiaan
kejujuran dan kemanisan iman
tuhan berilah daku kekuatan

mungkinkah kita terlupa
tuhan ada janjiNya
bertemu berpisah kita ada rahmat dan kasihnya
andai ini ujian terangilah kamar kesabaran
pergilah gelita, hadirlah cahaya

p/s pernah satu ketika ia berlagu di hatiku..namun terhenti tatkala aku mengenaliNya..ia kini berkumandang lagi atas sebab yg lebih tepat dan pasti..

Lau Kana Bainana??

..in the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful..

26 /2/2010

lau kana bainana ya Rasulullah
lau kana bainana ya Rasulullah
seandainya engkau dengan kami ya Rasulullah
pastinya umat tak seperti yang ku lihat sekarang
pastinya aku bukan aku sekarang
air mataku menitis mengenangkan ketiadaanmu
rinduku padamu seakan ingin ku pamer pada seluruh umat mamusia

lau kana bainana
impian seluruh umatmu, ya Rasulullah
impian setiap jiwa yang mencintaimu
aku rindu padamu ya Rasulullah
mengapa sukar aku menerap sunnahmu dalam kehidupanku
mengapa mudah aku mengeluh
sedang kau tak pernah mengaduh tatkala dilempar batu oleh penduduk Thaif
tak pernah kau rasa jenuh walau berkocak darah dalam sepatumu
jauh sekali kau berputus asa atas caci maki kaum kufar

sungguh kaulah teladan umat
mengapa sukar mereka mencontohimu
mengapa sukar aku mengambil iktibar dan pengajaran dari kisahmu
ya Rasulullah, aku telah mngecewakanmu
kami telah melukaimu
masih adakah peluang untuk ku mengubah keadaan ini
menjadi orang yg pertama mempertahankanmu
menjadi orang yang terdahulu dalam mengikuti sunnahmu

ya Rasul kekasih Allah
impianku kini satu
melihat wajahNya dan senyummu dengan redhaNya..



p/s cinta PERTAMA...cinta UTAMA
cinta UTAMA...cinta PERTAMA
LAU KANA BAINANA!!

Hari Itu Bakal Tiba

salam,,

meniti hari, menghitung detik

menunggu tibanya saat itu

jiwa melonjak girang

merai hari kebesaran

hari itu bakal tiba

hai agung insan teragung

penantian penuh makna

tapi sayang sebentar cuma

berlalu hari itu nanti

berlalu juga rasa ingin mengingati

wajarkah itu kita lalui??

hanya menunggu setahun sekali??

sedang kita disuruh setiap detik untuk mengingati??

(tepuk dada, tanya iman)

bangunlah wahai rakan, sahabat dan taulan

syafaat dia yang kita harapkan

namun salam keatasnya sukar dilafazkan

sunnahnya sering kita abaikan

apakah layak mengaku kita ikutannya??

sedarlah wahai kawan

umat kini dah ketinggalan

kita diperlukan sebagai teman

jadikan dia sebagai pedoman

ikutlah jalan yang dibentangkan

kemudahan sudah disediakan

apa lagi yang kita nantikan??

...........................................................

tanggal 12 rabiulawal 1431..

hanya beberapa hari dari perhitungan..

aku x sabar menunggu kehadirannya..

namun terlintas difikiran, apakah aku hanya mengingati ketika waktu kelahiran??

bagaimana sekiranya bukan tarikh kelahiran??

sungguh aku lah umat yg xmengenang budi..

maafkan aku ya Rasulullah..

maafkan aku kerana hanya kini baru ku sedar perananku..

maafkan aku kekasih Allah..

kerana baru sahaja kini aku merasai cintamu..

sungguh aku lah umat yg lemah dan hamba yg hina..

kerinduan ku pada mu Muhammad ibn Abdullah, bukanlah hanya pd kata mahupun nukilan di alam maya..

cinta ku pada mu, mengatasi segalanya..

kau mencuri hatiku selayaknya..

dan ku berikan hatiku selayaknya untukmu wahai kekasih Allah..

andai kau masih disini, pasti mengalir deras air matamu melihatkan keadaan umat masa sekarang..

aku malu dan aku kecewa, aku x berperanan sepatutnya..

demi tuhan mu yg menjadi ikutan ku, aku akan cuba menjadi salah seorang yg bisa mengukir senyuman di wajahmu..

kerana senyuman mu beserta wajahNya yg ingin ku lihat di hari itu kelak..

"NaHnU FiDaKa Ya RASULULLAH!!"

p/s ya Rasul Allah, aku amat merinduimu..

It's Winter Break!!!

salam..

it's winter breaks folks!!
lakinn..it's the 2nd half of the breaks..
next week will be back to school..
hmmph..not much time to update i guess since the last one, 20012010..sigh..

hacky's not in a good condition..
waiting for the specialist to reply how to treat him..
if no further change or there is no other way..
he'll be in the operation procedure..
i hope not..cause it'll either cause complete memory lost or complete recovery..
of course i'm hoping for complete recovery..
i don't know what'll happen to me if he lost completely his memory..
i'll be the sadest person ever on earth..
he'll be a completely new hacky which i can't barely think of it..
he done a lot for me..
he's a part of my life..
he help me a lot when i'm in need..
he ease my work with his intelligence and talent..
he calm me when i'm sad..
he is really loyal and always be by my side..

i guess i was the fault..
i put everything in him..
i want him to be this..
i want him to be that..
i want him to be everything..
so he would be perfect in everything..
now, it almost 5 days he stays in that condition..
no improvement..
last time the live support machine failure..
and this time,, it's the internal system disease..
don't know which system is affected..
if the main system is affected,, then i'll be .........

hacky,
though my love to u is not as before..
but u know that i love u as for i need u in everything..
my job, my study, my life, my everything..
u know even my love has shifted but still u fill a part of my heart..
u know that right hacky..
and i know u'll never feel neglected although i've shifted my love..
cause u know the one who i love the most now is the right one to be loved..

"get well soon hacky!!"
i need u

p/s but i need Him the most..

20012010

assalamu'alaikum wbt..

20012010..??
hmm..ape yg kite bley extract dari nombor2 di atas..
i got this from my lovely sis..
tau what she said bout this figure..??
in her message ; "20012010..fuyooo!!stylo seyhh nombor tu.." huhu ^_^..(sort of)
well actually it's a serial code for a product which has been produced in Gombak, Selangor for about 20 years ago..
this product celebrates its manifacturing day this year alone again without the person whose are responsible of taking care of it..
this because this product has been flyed abroad to enhance its ability and capability to ensure that this product is more usefull to the society..
and also for its own good later on..

it is the 2nd year though..
this product has undergo a lot of process in order to make it more beneficial..
including setting it again from the basis..
BASIS??after 20 yearas??yupp!! it has to be set up again back from the start..
scanning, identifying the problems and fixing the problems..
and fixing can take least or a long duration depending on how destructive is the damages..
and thank to almighty Allah this product now is undergoing a clearence process and rebuilding process at the same time..
this has to progress simultaneously to ensure there's no waste along the progress before reaching the final brand new product..
because this clearing and rebuilding process will take a lifetime..
if it dosen't go simultaneously, the product will work ineffectively..
and when the ineffectiveness occurs, this product will take more than lifetime to be fix again..

so "happy 20th anniversary" ^_^..
hope all the process will run smoothly
hope the brand new product will benefit the ummah
and hope Allah is always the one to be rely on..

p/s the product of Gombak, Selangor by Mr. & Mrs. ASY : NAAS..=)

Beringat..

assalamualaikum wbt..
untuk post kali ni, cume nak kongsi quoted phrase nih..
sekadar peringatan lebih2 lagi pada tuan punye diri,supaya masih dalam track yang betul..
jom hayati dengan hati..!!

"kenapa(9:41)sedangkan menyampaikan(58:11)tapi(61:3)adakah(4:145)??nauzubillah andai(4:145)yang menyampaikan kalamullah.."
-JD-

p/s lidah yang berbicara lebih dekat dari telinga yang mendengar..
wallahu'alam..

Blooming Inside My Heart

..In The Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful..

assalamualaikum wbt..

We Will Not Go Down

-Michael Heart-

A blinding flash of white light

Lit up the sky over gaza tonight

People running for cover

Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes

With ravaging fiery flames

And nothing remains

Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go downIn the night, without a fight

You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools

But our spirit will never die

We will not go downIn gaza tonight

Women and children alike

Murdered and massacred night after night

While the so-called leaders of countries afar

Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain

And the bombs fell down like acid rain

But through the tears and the blood and the pain

You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down

In the night, without a fight

You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools

But our spirit will never die

We will not go down

In gaza tonight

p/s save Palestine, save our Aqidah..

Letih Menggapai Cintamu

assalamualaikum wbt..

letih menggapai cintamu..
terlalu banyak cabaran dan saingan..
aku yg entah siapa ini, sukar memenangi cintamu..
kerana terlalu banyak kekurangan dari kelebihan yg boleh menambat hatimu..

..letih menggapai cintamu..

indah terasa, memburu cintaNya..
walau penuh liku dan cabaran melebihi segalanya..
kerana aku pasti akan cintaNya yg pasti..
semakin aku mengejarNya, semakin banyak onak dan rintangan..
tapi semakin dekat cintaNya ku rasa..
berbanding cintamu yg terlalu tinggi melebihiNya aku kira..
sedangkan cintamu hanyalah serendah-rendah cinta tanpa cintaNya..

sungguh aku menzalimi diriku demi meraih cintamu..
sungguh aku menghinakan diriku demi memburu cintamu..
bukalah mata wahai diri yg sering alpa!
kejarlah cintaNya berbanding cinta dia..
dia juga tak bermakna tanpaNya..

nukilan 24 Disember 2009, 12:27 am

p/s cintamu teman..hanya sengsara yg menanti..
..tapi..
cintaNya ilahi..keindahan yg pasti..