Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan??

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

yesterday, my day was @#$%^&*????

i was struggling to find my ownself which lost again for i don't know how many times now..

then when i make my decision.., suddenly something crucial just come to me..something more important..

i'm confiuse!! i got exam tomorrow (today)..

i can't be 'it' ! i just can't be 'it' !..

No! No!..not in sense of me now..

i would never be 'it' for what i'am now is miserable!

i was questioning bout it all night and i have exam tomorrow (today)..

till the next morning (today)..

this morning i woke up alone, asking repentance for what have i gotten..

i was still questioning though..

what i read for the exam seems nothing..

myself is not in the book..

i started to worry cause i don't like the feeling of going to the exam without revising any..

who would..??!

there's only pray in my heart that Allah with His Mercy would ease my path..

till my name was called upon the examiner..,,,

Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds

He surely did ease my path.. all praise only to Allah..

and i told myself..

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

Subhannallah..which my soul is in His hand..

what more would i deny?? what more??..

He certainly help my during my everything!..

though i'm just a servant full with false and sins..!!

Subhanallah..His love towards me, the Greatest!! of all..

though i'm full with false and sins!!

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

He gave me 'it'..He knows my ability..then why would i still questioning bout it??

He is the Greatest!!

forgive me Allah for saying this and that as You knows the Best for me..

why would i questioned bout it..

forgive me Allah..with Your Mercy and Love..

please forgive me..T_T

p/s insyaAllah..with God's will i'll do it my best..bantu ana ukht, memikul amanah ini..