What Can U Say About This??

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This is me now

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This is me few months before

Hehehe..

Kembali dalam mase yg agak singkat kann??XD

Well friendss..,

As u'all can see up above is my pic in a lab coat..

Spot the different...!!hehe..

Mmg byk yg nak di spotkan kann??

Just want to highlight on the biggest different..

Of course not my weight!!

Don't u ever dare to spot that one..sigh..;)

Well maybe some will know n some will not..

Just wanna story sket bout my life in this few months..

In the interchange of years to be exact..

What happen between this interval of time..(2008 wa 2009)

Well my fellow friends (cewah cam tulis krgn syarahan SPM lak ye..:)

As for those who knows, I now have already settled in Egypt to pursue in Medic..

As for those who don't, now I'm tellin' ya..

The 2nd pic tu is actually taken when I'm in KMPk taking Sains Hayat..

Dreamed to become a doctor one day but diminished by my awful midsem result..

Failing 4 or 5 times in my chemistry quizes affects my result..

(only few close friends know bout this, my family don't even know bout it,hope they don't know forever,just don't want them dissapoint)

The last quiz is not for me..

I'm not able to take it due to my leave..

Leave??

Well actually the day I suppose to take the quiz is the day I left the college..

Why left??I'll tell ya..

But the last quiz I take aka the one before the last quiz which xsempat taken by me..,

Makes me smile a bit..At least I have one quiz pass out of all..although it'll not jamin my 'Dr'..:)

I actually gain back my confidence after the 'pass' quiz but then..

He gave me a precious gift..

I got a letter which can confirm my 'Dr'..

Its been days for me and family to decide whether to accept the offer or neglect it..

After all the argue(not really argue,discussion..saje hiperbola..hehe..),

I was woken up by my mom telling me to pack up..

Pack up??She's telling me I'm goin' to Egypt for my 'Dr'..

What is my feeling at that time??

I was on my bed..it's around 6:15am..

Time where I supposed to get up and get ready for lectures that day..

But then I have to wake up to leave my precious memory in KMPk!!..

Its all mix up in my heart and mind..Trust me..

And it's the day where I suppose to take my last chemistry quiz..:)

(nasib baik,kalo x,tambah lagi koleksi fail aku..)

Well ape yg terjadi pasti ade hikmahnye..

I now in Egypt, Mansoura to be exact taking Medic..=)

And its on the top pic..

Now mmg strugle lak tok subject2 medic nih..

Mmg kalo nak ape pon course, there is an ujian nye..

So don't ever think u can get what u want even u're in the right track..

Cause without His redha n berkat u'll never go anywhere..

As for me..I'm trying to go back to assolah(asal) where n what I suppose to do before..

So that I'm here is not for wasting time n money..

So..what am I craping around dari td..??

The change happen in this interval time is :

2008 I'm in KMPk n 2009 I'm in Mansoura University of Egypt..

The different yg nak dikatekan is the stethoscope..itu je..

Ngeee...XD

Wallahualam..

Vacation in Advice

This scenery reminds me of my uncle Space

Hey everybody..

Its the newest installment after the last one..

Hmm...agak cepat kan..hehe..besela cuti..

Well, what am I goin' to talk about this time??..

Hmm..I guess its all about the pic ayte??

Hmm..It was taken on..if not mistaken 4 Feb 2009..

Yes!!I'm really sure..

Well actually its me on a 'safina' (cycle boat)..

Macam kat Titiwangse tuh..

Me n my housemate mmg dah lame plan nak g bekayuh kat Sg.Nil tu..
Just that we have no time to go there..
With the permission of Allah, we finally went there..(after our extremely stressful exams)
Right after we've settled our visa which not fully settle..yet..
Its fun actually to walk with your housemates..
Especially time time riadhah camni..fun sgt..
Moreover, at that time I was like having a new life..
I was like have a new breath..a new light..n I feel like I have the new bright pathway..insyaAllah..
And I like myself with that feelin'..
It makes me feel light (of course not my weight haha..)

My mind is so free..only think of how lucky I am to feel free and light like that..

Only Allah knows what happen to me and thank to Him for giving me the oppoturnity..

I really have a new life right now..n hopin' everyone would have one..

I hope its not just now..I hope it last forever till the last breath of mine..

(eh..I write quite a lot this time..haha..)

For the first pic..cantik kan??

It reminds me of my uncle as stated there..

And if he know about what I write here about him, he must be smiling like a yard wide..

Hahahahaa..

But sorry uncle my new life have thaught me to be more aware of 'ikhtilat'..

But still, uncle, knowing you have change my life and my perception..

Don't worry when the time's come we'll meet each other..insyaAllah..

I also really looking forward to our meeting..(haha..now I'm imagining the time n place where we'll meet soon..)

Well uncle, as if you don't know pon what I write here..I wish you the best for everything..

If you all wanna know my uncle Space is someone whom has cheer my life whenever I needed..

Why him??I also wonder..

Now that I have the answer..

Well, not always your friends is beside you whenever you need them..

Eventhough you always be there for them..

They also have their own life n friends to manage..

Your're not the only one..

After all you maybe just a friend from a list of friends they have..

So don't rely on them too much because you maybe burdening them..

But you have to be there whenever they need you..(that't my principle)

Just tolak ansur with them..they love you actually..maybe its just not the right time..

(ape yg aku melalut nih??..ni la die bile mcm2 nak dipekatekan..haha)

Ape kene mengene lak ngn my uncle nih??

Haaa...he is the one whom I never rely on..

But when I write to him..He'll answer me..

So its makes me better actually, even he reply late..

And he treat me as I'm the very special niece of him..(tu yg sometimes makes me feel special..die ske layan my kerenah..hehe..sorry uncle)

Thanks uncle..so muchh..

Hmm maybe only and the only this installment will I mention bout you, uncle..

This is the first and the last..

Well, my friends..

After all what I wrote above..

There's only One whom we can rely hopes for the rest of our life..

Yakni Allah swt..

Only He knows what best and what worst for us..

Even it's the worst He gaves us, it's actually the best for us..

So, don't you ever complain about Him..

Cause He is the Only One whose Maha Perfect

Oklah banyak jugak I write this time..(sampai melalut-lalut)

Proud of myself..

Thank Allah for giving me the idea now..

So, bye for now..

Jazakillah Khairan Kathira..

Wassallam..

Worst yet still da best..

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me ee,
Happy birthday to me...
Yeay clap!clap!

On the 20th of January 2009..
I suppose to have a birthday like the past years..even it is just a simple birthday cake with no party..
But then it turns out to be the worst ever!!!WHY??..

I have my firts midterm exam of physiology on that precious day..
How sad I am..
Having some quarell with my housemate..
Late wish from ma sista..
NO WISH from SOMEONE who admit that I'm HIS BESTFRIEND..
(got his wish after a week ;(...)
No Meidya Bakery's CHOCOLATE CAKE from ma mom..
And SADEST thing is on the pic..
Makan maggi on the late night of 19th aka early morning of 20th..
How sad..

But then it turns out ok when..
I can answer the physiology paper..(quite actually)
And I'v settle my quarells with my housemate just before we enter the exam hall..
Got wish from my uncle..
Wishes from ma bestfriend and the KMPks..
Well first time overseas..so kinda cool jugak..
And its after Jan already and I was just being celebrated by the person who I love the most..
And not actually expecting that she will do that..Thanxx so muaaaccchh..
Actually she gave me the best present ever since the first time we met till now..
And she'll always give the 'gift' continuosly with no end..till the last breath of mine InsyaAllah..

Thanxx to those who wishin' me..
May ALLAH bless you all..

Till then,
Jazakillah Khairan Kathira..

Will write again soon..
Afwan..