Hati Parah..Duit Makin Parah..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..credit to those whose stays..haha..

nak ubat hati punye pasal..awadalah kitorg terjah..

bahana nye..melayang laa fulus..huhu..

tu lah org kate tombo ati itu limo perkare..

1. bace quran dan maknanye

2. solat malam dirikanlah

3. berkumpul lah dgn orang soleh

4. perbanyakkan puasa

5. zikir malam berpanjangan

tu lah sedikit sebanyak perkembangan kami disini selepas ditinggalkan pergi..waaaa T_T

cerita comel kami..hihi..~_^

p/s ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu duit melayang..

ikut Allah hanya Dia yg satu..

As I..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk home from RU..

i take the same path as i take everytime i go there..

but today..it seems different..

i wonder..why?

what day is today?

it's wednesday..yup! it's wednesday..

but i feel it just like friday..

so slow and silent..

i wonder why..

as i think back again..

i realise, it's not the surrounds which are slow and silence..

but it's deep in my heart as i loose another two flying home..

sooner it will be lesser..

all the best ukht..may Allah shelters u'all with His rahmah n prevention..

have a safe journey home..anddd...............

come back soon ya!! ^_^

start to miss every single act and every single words of antuna..

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just saw pictures of my sister's graduation days..

and suddenly i feel like something pouring from my lacrimal gland..

and yeah..it's the true secretion under stimulation of parasympathetic nerves of facial (VII) nerve which via greater petrosal nerve relay in the sphenopalatine ganglia..

tears feel with mixture of feels..

"ya Allah pelihara keluargaku sepanjang ketiadaanku.."

p/s ur blood is ur blood..never will be others..

Ini Cerita Saya

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"as we walk to the right..

as we walk to the right..

as we walk as we walk as we walk all night..

with a heel and a toe..

and a half turn around..

with a heel and a toe..

and a new friend found.."

huhu..suddenly it cross my mind..

reminding me to the one whose already been in m'sia almost more than a week now..

she's a good doctor to be just like her father..

sometimes i just wish i could be as good as u..

as lucky as u..

as smart and wise as u..

everything sometimes i wish i could be u..

but i will never happen as i am what i am..

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right..planning to write something else actually..haha..

never mind just let it be the intro..huhu..

well as i walk home from m 3rd paper..

yup!!! it's the 3rd paper..

and the most important one..

and the most killling one..

totaling everything..it seems..

...eerrrr...the same as the last two papers..

i have no bad feeling but i don't wanna be confident..

so i kinda afraid of what i'm feeling right now..

yet it is better than the last year's fake feels..

which i lied to myself pretending everything would be okay..

hoping for the next paper could walk me out from the hall with a little confident..

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okay..it's a morn day..

and it's a cool day..

my love ones are flying home..

but my other love ones come to the hall just to sent me..though i've already reach there before them..

huhu..thanks ukht..ana x tau antuna nak hantar ana..

i've promised to a friend..

and time's ticking..

also i need sometime from the last time to prepare..

lagi2 plak dalam keadaan 'ini'..

sorry ye..afwan..

p/s ade yg anta sampai dalam pun..heart attack ana!! macam anak raja haha..

oops!! lupe plak..almost B class kan..patut rr..hehe :p

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well, nothing much of a says actually..

just a sharing..

my feeling, my gratefullness, my dedication..

please..feel as you please.. :)

my dedication : 27 & 28 June 2010

my gratefullness : m9

my feeling : me

mode : flying

venue : just on top of the earth

p/s loves is in the air..

Cewek Rupenye..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..tesenyum bile tepikir tittle post ni..

rupenye bukanlah org2 itu sahaja yg memiliki ciri ini..

i also have it! almaklumlah it runs in the blood laa..

so nothing much can do..~_^

but u guys still hebat then me :)

u guys have extra..'cengeng' hehe..

i just realise that i have this in my blood when walking home from my lovely hubbyly exam..

thinking makes me tired but if i don't think, i'll become mad..

(sorry NAAS starting to craps as something has hit the head n heart this evening)

rite, along the way i was thinking of me having this 'cewek' things..

as from the school ages i was sent by at least a person during my exam day..

mostly it would be my mom n dad..

but since i was far away across the sea, only her wish beeping on my lentbyafriend's phone..

telling me that everything would be fine..it soothes me..at least..

but since i was walking alone to the hall so i kinda feel something..

last year, my exam days is full with joy surrounded by people who are people..

last week i still walks with people to the hall..

so kinda not feel anything..

but today..it's really a feel..

"rupenye cewek jugak! nak kene hantar exam jugak! macam budak2!"

^___________________^ i smiled myself..

**xpe sis, xpe Fa..u guys still on top of me..huhu..

p/s "Allah bersamamu anakku" mom it soothe me..

whether there are people or not i still have Him sends me to the hall..

The Time, My Time, Our Time, HIS Time..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk through the question's stores..my heart pounding and this is what i feel

but whether i believe or i did not, it will never gonna change anything..

as one had told me "till the last, never put a stop to ur effort.."

and as i walk out from the imtihan's town, i walk home with

but as time goes by, i'm not going to be able to restore the past..

as i only can make the future better..

and i've learned theoretically about optimist..

and this is the time to practice it..

and after all "Verily your Lord does provide sustenance in abundance for whom He pleases, and He provides in a just measure. For He does know and regard all His servants" (17:30)

from Him is everything, and thus towards Him shall be everything..

p/s The time is not My time neither Ours but His time and it's certain..

make used of the chance given carefully and gratefully..

as time will never come back as it made to pass by neither slow nor fast..