As I..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk home from RU..

i take the same path as i take everytime i go there..

but today..it seems different..

i wonder..why?

what day is today?

it's wednesday..yup! it's wednesday..

but i feel it just like friday..

so slow and silent..

i wonder why..

as i think back again..

i realise, it's not the surrounds which are slow and silence..

but it's deep in my heart as i loose another two flying home..

sooner it will be lesser..

all the best ukht..may Allah shelters u'all with His rahmah n prevention..

have a safe journey home..anddd...............

come back soon ya!! ^_^

start to miss every single act and every single words of antuna..

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just saw pictures of my sister's graduation days..

and suddenly i feel like something pouring from my lacrimal gland..

and yeah..it's the true secretion under stimulation of parasympathetic nerves of facial (VII) nerve which via greater petrosal nerve relay in the sphenopalatine ganglia..

tears feel with mixture of feels..

"ya Allah pelihara keluargaku sepanjang ketiadaanku.."

p/s ur blood is ur blood..never will be others..