'Karma' kah??

huhu..
just finished my physiology practical exam..(have nother 2 to go..pray for me..)
alhamdulillah atas nikmat kemudahan yg diberi oleh yg Maha Esa..
sgt terharu tatkale dpt soklan yg mudah..
alhamdulillahhhhh...
tp satu yg nak dikongsi..
mule dapat soklan SMT..bekerut dahi jugak nak jawab sb bace last minute..
peh tu kene tgu lame baru dr. nak dtg ty..
(org terawal masuk tp antare yg terlast kua..huhu)
pulak tu dr. yg dtg ty tu, dr. atef..
adussss...tepok dahi..(tp x tepok laa..)
bedebar jantung bile die semakin menghampir..huhu..
(dgr suare dah merdu..huhu..eh pe nih??)
xde bukan ape, cume nak citer laa..
awei2 dolu, die laa lecturer yg aku asyik dok kate n ponteng kuliah die..
sb die ckp aku x paham n slalu je ngantok sb kuliah die pg..
mmg tetiap kali ade je dak2 yg tido..
n tetiap kali tu gak la die tegur soh minum kopi sblm dtg..
aku plak jenis x minum kopi..mm phm2 je la..ngn tido lewat nye..byng je laa..
pastu paling terok kene baling kapur..huhu..
aku nyaris kene dulu..tp nasib sempat tejage..huhu..
tu la nak citer kat sini..
dr. yg kuliah die aku mmg ade masalah jd aku nye examiner lakk..
perghh...tu yg bedebar 'tahap karma' tu (bak kate roomate aku dulu..huhu..)
tp die sebenarnye baik..
aku igt die garang dulu..ternyata tanggapan ku salah dan tersasar jauh ke lapang sasar..
(ape aku merepek nih..?)
tp mmg laaa..org kate 'don't judge a book by its cover'..mmg betol..
dr.atef ni nampak je garang..(mmg garang pon bile ngaja dlm kuliah..)
tp bile dekat ngn die..personal lak lagii..
mmg terase kemesraan die n keselesaan ngn die kalo kenal die..
hmm terase rugi lak dulu x amik kesempatan bty ngn die..huhu..
skunk da ssh skit..
mmg ade written paper lagi..tp tu r..nak menapak ke gam'ah tu satu hal..
pastu die xconfirm lg ade kalo g cari camtu jer..
huhu..tu la peluang yg ade jgn dilepaskan ye kwn2..
kalo x nyesal..

balasan kah??
bile examiner aku tu dr. yg aku kate dulu..
nak ke die bg high marks??
emmm..wallahu'alam..
tp yg aku pasti..
ia bukanlah karma yg ramai org percaye..
atau balasan yg "teroknye bunyi nye"..huhu..(mungkin juge..baik/x aku sendiri je yg dpt nilai..)
tp yg aku pasti, ia adalah ketentuan ILAHI pade aku..
pertemuan aku dgn dr.adel pasti ade pengajaran disebaliknye..

p/s semuanye adalah perancangan rapi yg Maha Esa..no such thing as 'karma'!
(dr. bg high marks sket ye..huhu..)

Kenape nak jadi Doktor??

“Kenapa anda mahu jadi doktor?”, saya melemparkan soalan ini, selepas mempertontonkan kepada pelajar di IMU tadi video dari koleksi Stephen R. Covey.
Pelajar yang hadir tersenyum-senyum..
..sambungan artikel sila ke http://saifulislam.com/?p=402..
insyaAllah sgt bermanfaat bagi bakal doktor utk mengkaji balik kenape kite pilih doktor sbg profesion di masa hadapan..
"renung2kan dan amik iktibar"

Sekadar Perkongsian Buat Semua

sangat best bile tebace catitan nih..
sebenarnye ade lagi ateh2 die..
cume amik ayat ni sb kate2 nye indah..
dan kosa kata nye sangat menarik hati..
mudah difahami dan menyentuh hati..
lantas membangkitkan rase dijiwe utk mengarahkan neuron dalam kepala utk bertindak..
bertindak utk memikirkan betape mendalam nye maksud yg disampaikan..
bertindak utk memikirkan ape tindakan yg harus dilakukan..
krn sesungguhnye ape yg di coretkan sgt wajar diambil iktibar dan ibrah dari nye..
alhamdulillah krn digerakkan hati olehNya utk memasuki blog yg terdapat catitan ini..
dah lame sebenarnye nak masuk tp asyik bertangguh..
pagi ni dgn rahmatnye..tercapai juge..dan rupenye Dia nak menegur..
alhamdulillah atas teguranNya..
sgt aku tgu..jadi hayatilah..

"....
ALLAHU AKBAR

Tenang… kecamuk jiwa beroleh damai. Kekusutan fikiran mula terungkai membentang jalan. Janji Allah bahawa zikir kepada-Nya menganugerahkan rasa tenang, kini aku benar-benar tenang. Allahu Akbar!
Indahnya hidup berTuhan. Sentiasa ada sumber sandaran. Sandaran yang mencetuskan keyakinan. Keyakinan yang menyuntik kekuatan. Kekuatan yang menjadikan aku manusia miskin yang bangkit menuju kejayaan.
Allahu Akbar!
Maha Besar dan Maha Agungnya Dia, mengatasi segala-galanya.

Sesungguhnya ZIKIR hanya mendatangkan tenang, apabila ZIKIR datang dengan FIKIR.
FIKIR yang mendatangkan kejayaan, hanyalah FIKIR yang datang dengan ZIKIR.
Itulah kehebatan aku sebagai Mukmin. Manusia ajaib yang tidak pernah berperasaan buruk terhadap kehidupan, kerana baik sangkanya dia kepada Tuhan.

Diriwayatkan oleh al-Imam Ahmad, daripada Suhaib radhiyallaahu ‘anhu beliau berkata, suatu ketika Rasulullah sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam duduk bersama para sahabatnya dan tiba-tiba Baginda ketawa. (Melihatkan keadaan sahabat yang terkejut) Baginda berkata: Apakah kamu tidak mahu bertanyakan aku apa yang menyebabkan aku ketawa? Mereka berkata: Ya Rasulullah, mengapa engkau ketawa?
Rasulullah sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam bersabda: Ajaib sungguh perihal seorang mukmin. Semuanya baik belaka untuk dirinya. Jika dia mendapat sesuatu yang disukainya, dia memuji Allah lalu hal itu menjadi kebaikan buatnya. Dan jika dia ditimpa sesuatu yang dibencinya, dia bersabar. Lalu hal itu menjadi kebaikan buatnya. Bukan semua orang yang boleh menjadikan segala perkara adalah baik untuknya kecuali MUKMIN."

p/s kalo nak paragraph lengkap boleh g kat link, click saifulislam, cari post tajuk 'Zikir yg berhajatkan Fikir'..

Tag..??

"hmm menatang pe lah tag nih.." ngomel ku sendirian..
tp kawan soh buat..buat gak r..x jejaskan mane2 pihak pon insyaAllah..
tu yg buat..walopon x tau cane nak wat..hehe..
jd..hayatilah tag ini..

PERSONAL STUFF
1. Real name>naasyusof
2. Like it?>da most
3. Single or taken?>single but taken
4. Zodiac sign>aquarius
5. Female or male?>errr..
6. Age?>bincreasing
7. Height?>150 kot..cm yerr..harap maklum
8. Lucky number?>ade ke??
9. Eye colour?>itam kot..tp yg pasti bukan biru kaler kegemaranku
10. Hair colour>mmm...
11. Long or short?>mmm...
12. Maritial status?>terikat..
13. Are you a health freak?>hopefully
14. Height?>150 cm..insyaAllah confirm
15. do you have a crush on someone?>....yes!!
16. do you like yourself?>always do
17. piercings?>eauuu!!HARAM kan??!!
18. tattoos?>HARAM
19. righty or lefty?>mengikut kajian kalo lefty cam 'orang utan' lahh..so i'm righty
20. fav color?>da state kat ateh..ce cari
21. least fav color?>pink..tp still bley nago ikot situasi
FIRSTS..
22. first kiss?>my mummy lahh..ka2 je mesti die cium kann..
23.first piercing?>la' ah
24.first best friend?
>Nor 'Afifah bt Md.Ayop (smkbb)
>Bro (kmpk)
>Ma'wa (mansoura)
p/s name ditulis mengikut sape paling byk ckp ngn aku mengikut situasi tertentu..huhu
25. First award?>dilahirkan ke dunia dgn izinNya yg Maha Esa pd tanggal 20 Jan 1990
26. first sport..>byk sgt sampai lupe yg mane first but tennis antare yg terawal
27. first pet>linggam
28. first vacation>kocik2 dolu..lupo dah
29. first car?>insyaAllah BMW/Toyota VIOS..SCUD F430 hanye tinggal kenangan
30. first crush>x moh jawab..lupekan zaman jahiliah dulu

CURRENTLY
31.what time is it ?>5 : 07 PM (Egypt)
32. where are you ??>bumi barrakah..bumi anbiya'
33.wish>ma'rifatullah
34. about to>lunas kan tanggungjawab dan tugas yg diamanahkan
35.listening to>bunyi gas dapur dipasang(fad kamo ngah masak ya??)
36. waiting for>tazkirah mlm nih
37. wearing>sweater Adidas yg ade tulis KORPORAT kat depan..pakcik bg :)
38. annoyed about>everything
39. eating>tgh onlining cane nak makn tgh tgu ousemate masak pon but makaroni goreng..sedapnyerr
40. drinking>x minum gak..sgt menjage keselamatan laptop dari ditumpahi air..huhu

FUTURE
41. careers in mind?>insyaAllah doktorah (surgeon..to be exact)
42. dream car?>Scuderia F430
43. lips or eyes?>eerrr..??
44.shorter or taller?>nape x gune WH quest kan senang nak jawab..ni xphm pe pon
45. romantic or spontaneous?>me?? u guess (yg ni paham lak ye..)
46. dark or light hair>mmm
sy nak tag:-
Cik Nor 'Afifah bt Md. Ayop
hadiqatuls
czarin xoxo
the one I call sis
Cik Noor Asiah Che Hassan
Ms QQ
sesape yg ase nak wat mende nih wat lahh..huhu

Aku adalah Aku

aku x pernah menyalahkan sesiape tentang keburukan yg ade pade diri ini..
x pernah aku salahkan kedua org tua ku..
x juga rakan2 ku..
bi'ah sekeliling ku??x pernah telintas di fikiran ini..
jauh sekali menyalahkan tarbiyah yg aku ikuti..

aku adalah aku..

sememangnye sukar bagi ku utk menghapus sikap yg tertanam subur hampir 2 dekat dlm diri ini..
tapi aku yakin, tiade yg mustahil..
dan aku sedang mencube..
mencube melupuskannya menjadi debu2 yg akan terbang jauh meninggalkan ku tatkala aku menghembusnye pergi..
sememangnye itu bukanlah perkara yg mudah utk aku laksanakan..
lagi2 org yg macam aku..
tegar menegakkan prinsip yg entah ape2..
prinsip yg sebenarnye hanye kain yg melapisi sifat ego yg sgt tinggi..
tp aku sedang mencube, mencube, dan akan tetap terus mencube..
sehingge aku x mempu mencube lagi..
sehingge aku puas dgn ape yg akan aku miliki nanti..

tp...adekah yg sudi membantu??

memang ade je yg sudi membantu, mendokong dan menyokong ku..
namun aku kembali sendirian..
tatkala kotoran di hati ini sangat sukar dibasmi, sangat sukar dibersih..
aku semakin keras dek kehendak ku yg x dipenuhi..
kemahuan ku yg diabai..
harapan ku yg dimusnah hancur berkecai..
salah aku jugak yg mengharapkan yg bukan2..
tp aku x pernah menyalahkan sesiape..
dan x mungkin akan menyalahkan sesiape..

sebab aku adalah aku

dan sebab aku tahu..
aku saje yg mampu menetukan segalenye dgn izinNya..
jadi aku mengambil keputusan ;
'biar aku saje yang melayani kerenah diri ini..'

p/s jutaan trimass pd yg sudi & tahan melayani kerenah ku selama ini

"tatkala diri semakin bersedia utk perubahan yg dinantikan..
Dia yg Maha mengetahui mendatangkan pada ku satu hulurun yg sgt mesra & bermakna..
aku gembira..aku suka..aku teharu..
aku menggapai tangan itu..
dan aku mula mengganti diri..
namun, semakin hari semakin dapat ku rasakan kelonggaran dalam tautan tangan itu..
semakin melonggar genggaman tangan itu..
semakin melurut tangan itu dari genggaman erat tangan ku..
bagai cuba melepas diri dari pautan tangan ini..
aku pasti..aku pasti..aku amat pasti..
akulah punca..akulah penyebab..pautan itu semakin longgar..
aku sedih..aku sedih..aku sedih..
aku x mahu melepas tangan itu pergi
aku x rela melepaskannya..
tangan itu sungguh bermakna..
aku x pasti ape yg akan terjadi andai tautan itu..
terlerai dan terlepas begitu sahaja..
aku pasti menyesal..
walau seerat mana pun genggaman tanganku..
semakin dapat ku rasakan lemahnya dakapan tangan itu..
maafkan aku sebab menjadi punca kelonggaran, kelonglaian dan kelemahan tangan itu..
x mungkin sekali aku mahu pautan itu terlerai..

aku mengharapkan tangan yg dahulunya lekap mendakap tangan ku..
kembali mendakap dan memaut erat tanganku..
dan x membiarkan tangan ku layu terlerai longlai.."

What A Day..

hey hey hey
what's up dawgg!!..huuhu..

huh..been a very weak day (yesterday)..
not that i have to work all day long nor study 24 hours full..
but what happen yesterday makes me forget Him for a moment (na'uzubillah)
wait!!..where didi i go yesterday..??
ahh..anatomy extra 'peritoneum'..ooppss!!class..heee..
well nothing really bad happen, just a little unwell..
i'm gettin' better..just that, right after i reach home..
i click on this particular web, just to check out my exam dates (just to ensure)..
u know what!!i almost get a tachycardia!!
the exam days is a week early then it suppose to be..
all day long after that, i felt really down n dissapoint..
why not?!i haven't prepare anything yet for my 'beloved' exams..
yet it'll come with no sign !!suddenly it closing me without warn..and its a week earlier..!!
its like if a pregnant women, the child will be born premature..
n i will never want a premature baby..err..a premature result when it comes out..
i have no idea what happen..
i'm quite silent yesterday which rarely done by me..
and its really stressing me out..
in the chaos situation..(actually the chaos in my heart..)
i need a pair of ear to hear my voice..
but as usual..i'm a phathetic girl is again being ignored by the people around..
(mane idoknye, yg len pon tensen tetibe ubah waktu exam..)
so i talked to myself..that's y my fellow blockmates, if u see me not as i am yesterday..
that's what happen..(plus ngn tonsil yg sampai kemuncak sakitnye smlm..huh mmg dugaan)
i'm really2 sory!!..okaii..asiff..
(ngn tazkirah yg mmg kene tepat kat muke nihh..lagiii laahhh..rase gelap je pandangan ku smlm..terasa kabur..huhu..)

well now, today, i gain myself a little bit..
lucky the dates are wrong..
n i got the real date which i get before i check the one on the web..
so insyaAllah everything will be fine..
pray for me..
jazakillah..

'Sekadar Masukan'

"afwan katsira ukht. akk da tau musykillah ptg td.
afwn, prlu dnyatakan tindakan ant 2 1 prbuatan yg sgt x wajar,"
"bkn prbuatannya ............. yg mnjadi prhatian ana,
tp .......................................................... di situ mnunjukkan akhlak,
dan tarbiyah kta x prnah mngajar bgitu,...."

"sekadar masukan dari sorg murabiyah kpd mad'unye.." ngomel ku dlm hati..

dptkah 'hati itu' menerima teguran dan nasihat itu??
dari pengamatan diri ini..'hati itu' mungkin telah lali dgn teguran dan nasihat yg diberikan..
xdekah kate2 yg lebih menyentuh 'hati itu'??
lagi2 ape yg diharapkan dari 'sesorg itu' x pernah 'hati itu' dapt..
mungkin saje 'hati itu' punyai demand yg terlalu tinggi..
dan x sedar ape yg didapati sebenarnye keinginannye yg cube dipenuhi oleh 'sesorg itu'..
tp 'hati itu' masih menghendakkan ape yg ia mahukan..
atau mungkin saje 'sesorg itu' sengaje membiarkan 'hati itu'..
sengaje membiarkan 'hati itu' sedar akan ape yg dimahukan sebenarnye adalah sesuatu yg sgt mementingkan diri..dan langsung x memberi manfaat apatah lg meningkatkan iman 'hati itu'..

wallahu'alam..diri ini hanye memerhati..
hanye dapat komen sedikit sebyk..

komen diri ini :
adekah hbgn 'hati itu' dan 'sesorg itu' hanye sekadar murabiyah dan mad'u..??
sedang ape yg ingin dirasekan oleh 'hati itu' adelah hbgn yg x terhad pade gelaran itu..
hbgn yg lebih rapat ... spt adik-beradik..mungkin??
atau kawan baik..??
atau mungkin saje hbgn yg sgt rapat hinggakan teguran dan nasihat yg diberikan meninggalkan kesan yg amat mendalam dalm 'hati itu'..??

entahlah...
mungkin pertalian yg ade skrg terlalu formal di mate 'hati itu'..
dan ape yg 'hati itu' mungkin perlu adelah hbgn yg krg formal..
hbgn yg membolehkan 'hati itu' membincangkan segale ape yg diiginkan tanpe perlu rase formal dgn 'sesorg itu'..
hbgn yg boleh meyebabkan 'hati itu' lembut..
hbgn yg membolehkan 'hati itu' rase dihargai..dan paling krg pon rase dirinye diambil berat oleh org lain ('sesorg itu')

"tp mungkin saje 'hati itu' demand lagii.." ngomel ku sendirian lagii..
memikirkan apekah situasi yg sedang aku perhati ni...
sape yg salah??'hati itu' atau 'sesorg itu'??
atau mungkin saje salah keduanye..

tp yg pasti..
Allah itu menjadikan sesuatu bukanlah dgn sia-sia..
dilemma yg dihadapi mungkin saje ujian dariNya utk para hambaNya yg beriman..

dan ape yg pasti lagii..

'sesorg itu' telah mengubah 'hati itu' sedikit sbyk secare sedar mahupun x..
sepatunye 'hati itu' berterime kasih pade 'sesorg itu' dan bukan demand pekare yg bukan2..

wallauhua'lam

p/s petikan cerpen dan dialog diatas adelah copyright reserved..
sebarang pertanyaan sila/tolong rujuk terus pade writer..
jgn buat andaian sendiri..

Perghh...

Hmmmmmmmmmmm...
td baru je abis 2nd sheet for biochem prac.
mmg menensen kann..
i don't know what to say..
actually it's my fault pon..
since i'm the one who xnak study lelok..
so serve me right lahh..
hmm..
after this x ley memain dahh..
each time pon ckp camtu tp men jugak..
heyyy tah pe nak jadi tah..

well by the way..
actually, i just miss writing here..
so i don't know what to write..
just craping around..
i wonder if u'all miss my post??hmm??
(itu pon kalo ade org bace kuikuikui..)

well nothing much to say..
but planning to write something..
just maybe not now..
since there's a lot of thing to be done..
and my lovely housemate is not feeling well..
hope she'll get better soon..syafakillah..
so till then..
see yaaa...

What Can U Say About This??

*picture removed*

This is me now

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This is me few months before

Hehehe..

Kembali dalam mase yg agak singkat kann??XD

Well friendss..,

As u'all can see up above is my pic in a lab coat..

Spot the different...!!hehe..

Mmg byk yg nak di spotkan kann??

Just want to highlight on the biggest different..

Of course not my weight!!

Don't u ever dare to spot that one..sigh..;)

Well maybe some will know n some will not..

Just wanna story sket bout my life in this few months..

In the interchange of years to be exact..

What happen between this interval of time..(2008 wa 2009)

Well my fellow friends (cewah cam tulis krgn syarahan SPM lak ye..:)

As for those who knows, I now have already settled in Egypt to pursue in Medic..

As for those who don't, now I'm tellin' ya..

The 2nd pic tu is actually taken when I'm in KMPk taking Sains Hayat..

Dreamed to become a doctor one day but diminished by my awful midsem result..

Failing 4 or 5 times in my chemistry quizes affects my result..

(only few close friends know bout this, my family don't even know bout it,hope they don't know forever,just don't want them dissapoint)

The last quiz is not for me..

I'm not able to take it due to my leave..

Leave??

Well actually the day I suppose to take the quiz is the day I left the college..

Why left??I'll tell ya..

But the last quiz I take aka the one before the last quiz which xsempat taken by me..,

Makes me smile a bit..At least I have one quiz pass out of all..although it'll not jamin my 'Dr'..:)

I actually gain back my confidence after the 'pass' quiz but then..

He gave me a precious gift..

I got a letter which can confirm my 'Dr'..

Its been days for me and family to decide whether to accept the offer or neglect it..

After all the argue(not really argue,discussion..saje hiperbola..hehe..),

I was woken up by my mom telling me to pack up..

Pack up??She's telling me I'm goin' to Egypt for my 'Dr'..

What is my feeling at that time??

I was on my bed..it's around 6:15am..

Time where I supposed to get up and get ready for lectures that day..

But then I have to wake up to leave my precious memory in KMPk!!..

Its all mix up in my heart and mind..Trust me..

And it's the day where I suppose to take my last chemistry quiz..:)

(nasib baik,kalo x,tambah lagi koleksi fail aku..)

Well ape yg terjadi pasti ade hikmahnye..

I now in Egypt, Mansoura to be exact taking Medic..=)

And its on the top pic..

Now mmg strugle lak tok subject2 medic nih..

Mmg kalo nak ape pon course, there is an ujian nye..

So don't ever think u can get what u want even u're in the right track..

Cause without His redha n berkat u'll never go anywhere..

As for me..I'm trying to go back to assolah(asal) where n what I suppose to do before..

So that I'm here is not for wasting time n money..

So..what am I craping around dari td..??

The change happen in this interval time is :

2008 I'm in KMPk n 2009 I'm in Mansoura University of Egypt..

The different yg nak dikatekan is the stethoscope..itu je..

Ngeee...XD

Wallahualam..

Vacation in Advice

This scenery reminds me of my uncle Space

Hey everybody..

Its the newest installment after the last one..

Hmm...agak cepat kan..hehe..besela cuti..

Well, what am I goin' to talk about this time??..

Hmm..I guess its all about the pic ayte??

Hmm..It was taken on..if not mistaken 4 Feb 2009..

Yes!!I'm really sure..

Well actually its me on a 'safina' (cycle boat)..

Macam kat Titiwangse tuh..

Me n my housemate mmg dah lame plan nak g bekayuh kat Sg.Nil tu..
Just that we have no time to go there..
With the permission of Allah, we finally went there..(after our extremely stressful exams)
Right after we've settled our visa which not fully settle..yet..
Its fun actually to walk with your housemates..
Especially time time riadhah camni..fun sgt..
Moreover, at that time I was like having a new life..
I was like have a new breath..a new light..n I feel like I have the new bright pathway..insyaAllah..
And I like myself with that feelin'..
It makes me feel light (of course not my weight haha..)

My mind is so free..only think of how lucky I am to feel free and light like that..

Only Allah knows what happen to me and thank to Him for giving me the oppoturnity..

I really have a new life right now..n hopin' everyone would have one..

I hope its not just now..I hope it last forever till the last breath of mine..

(eh..I write quite a lot this time..haha..)

For the first pic..cantik kan??

It reminds me of my uncle as stated there..

And if he know about what I write here about him, he must be smiling like a yard wide..

Hahahahaa..

But sorry uncle my new life have thaught me to be more aware of 'ikhtilat'..

But still, uncle, knowing you have change my life and my perception..

Don't worry when the time's come we'll meet each other..insyaAllah..

I also really looking forward to our meeting..(haha..now I'm imagining the time n place where we'll meet soon..)

Well uncle, as if you don't know pon what I write here..I wish you the best for everything..

If you all wanna know my uncle Space is someone whom has cheer my life whenever I needed..

Why him??I also wonder..

Now that I have the answer..

Well, not always your friends is beside you whenever you need them..

Eventhough you always be there for them..

They also have their own life n friends to manage..

Your're not the only one..

After all you maybe just a friend from a list of friends they have..

So don't rely on them too much because you maybe burdening them..

But you have to be there whenever they need you..(that't my principle)

Just tolak ansur with them..they love you actually..maybe its just not the right time..

(ape yg aku melalut nih??..ni la die bile mcm2 nak dipekatekan..haha)

Ape kene mengene lak ngn my uncle nih??

Haaa...he is the one whom I never rely on..

But when I write to him..He'll answer me..

So its makes me better actually, even he reply late..

And he treat me as I'm the very special niece of him..(tu yg sometimes makes me feel special..die ske layan my kerenah..hehe..sorry uncle)

Thanks uncle..so muchh..

Hmm maybe only and the only this installment will I mention bout you, uncle..

This is the first and the last..

Well, my friends..

After all what I wrote above..

There's only One whom we can rely hopes for the rest of our life..

Yakni Allah swt..

Only He knows what best and what worst for us..

Even it's the worst He gaves us, it's actually the best for us..

So, don't you ever complain about Him..

Cause He is the Only One whose Maha Perfect

Oklah banyak jugak I write this time..(sampai melalut-lalut)

Proud of myself..

Thank Allah for giving me the idea now..

So, bye for now..

Jazakillah Khairan Kathira..

Wassallam..

Worst yet still da best..

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me ee,
Happy birthday to me...
Yeay clap!clap!

On the 20th of January 2009..
I suppose to have a birthday like the past years..even it is just a simple birthday cake with no party..
But then it turns out to be the worst ever!!!WHY??..

I have my firts midterm exam of physiology on that precious day..
How sad I am..
Having some quarell with my housemate..
Late wish from ma sista..
NO WISH from SOMEONE who admit that I'm HIS BESTFRIEND..
(got his wish after a week ;(...)
No Meidya Bakery's CHOCOLATE CAKE from ma mom..
And SADEST thing is on the pic..
Makan maggi on the late night of 19th aka early morning of 20th..
How sad..

But then it turns out ok when..
I can answer the physiology paper..(quite actually)
And I'v settle my quarells with my housemate just before we enter the exam hall..
Got wish from my uncle..
Wishes from ma bestfriend and the KMPks..
Well first time overseas..so kinda cool jugak..
And its after Jan already and I was just being celebrated by the person who I love the most..
And not actually expecting that she will do that..Thanxx so muaaaccchh..
Actually she gave me the best present ever since the first time we met till now..
And she'll always give the 'gift' continuosly with no end..till the last breath of mine InsyaAllah..

Thanxx to those who wishin' me..
May ALLAH bless you all..

Till then,
Jazakillah Khairan Kathira..

Will write again soon..
Afwan..