Ini Langkahku

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"simulasi kehidupan kita seharian seakan-akan satu kitaran bodoh yg sentiasa berulang jika tidak diselarikan dengan tuntutan penciptaan seorang bergelar manusia iaitu, hamba dan khalifah"

i'm speechless..hope this would open our eyes..

one had said, "ruginye meninggalkan amanah ini.."

do we ever remember bout His firman in (2:30) and (51:56) or we just forget and thought do that really matter to me??

well tepuk dada tanya iman..

as a matter of fact i'm reminding MYSELF!!

Kitaran Kehidupan (must watch by everyone!!)

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Ini Langkahku

Album : Ini Langkahku

Munsyid : Shoutul Harokah

http://liriknasyid.com

Aaa... Ini langkahku

Aaa... Terus melaju

Aaa... Ini langkahku

Aaa... Bangkitkan jihad

Ini Langkahku yang kan kuayun

Walaupun payah tak akan jera

Ini langkahku kan trus melaju

Setegar karang bangkitkan jihadku

Aral rintangan datang menghadang

Tapi syurga di bawah kilatan pedang

Hancurkan kedzaliman

Tegakkan keadilan

Pastikan langkahmu wahai pejuang

Dengan Al-Qur'an menjadi pedoman

Hembuskanlah angin pembaharuan

Karena kita khalifaturrahman

p/s ukht ukhuwah never made to breaks but is made to strengthen each other in one saff..that's what ukhuwah means..a friendship LILLAHI TAALA .

al-Fatihah

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

not to blame anyone..

as what happened is His fate..

i think deeply in myself, if i mad with anyone means i mad with Him..

seek repentance for we not living for long..

"Every soul shall have a taste of death : And only on the Day of Judgement shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life) : For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception." (Holy Quran 3:185)

"Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakanmati. Dan hanya pada hari kiamat sajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan kedalam syurga, sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan. Kehidupan dunia hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya." (AQ 3:185)

'semoga tergolong diantara hamba2Nya yg beriman dan bertaqwa'

in memories :

nenda tercinta, Siti Aminah Saleh

kakanda tersayang, Kamil Arshad

harap dipertemu Allah di jannahNya walau angah x smpt tgk opah ngn abg kamil kali terakhir..

p/s been seeing n talking bout death lately, x sangaka kematian yg sgt dekat..sis, waiting for u..

Khalas

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

imtihan khalas..

preparing for the new game..

with Allah's will..i really want to pass these..

p/s ...(17:30) (65:2-3)

Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan??

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

yesterday, my day was @#$%^&*????

i was struggling to find my ownself which lost again for i don't know how many times now..

then when i make my decision.., suddenly something crucial just come to me..something more important..

i'm confiuse!! i got exam tomorrow (today)..

i can't be 'it' ! i just can't be 'it' !..

No! No!..not in sense of me now..

i would never be 'it' for what i'am now is miserable!

i was questioning bout it all night and i have exam tomorrow (today)..

till the next morning (today)..

this morning i woke up alone, asking repentance for what have i gotten..

i was still questioning though..

what i read for the exam seems nothing..

myself is not in the book..

i started to worry cause i don't like the feeling of going to the exam without revising any..

who would..??!

there's only pray in my heart that Allah with His Mercy would ease my path..

till my name was called upon the examiner..,,,

Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds

He surely did ease my path.. all praise only to Allah..

and i told myself..

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

Subhannallah..which my soul is in His hand..

what more would i deny?? what more??..

He certainly help my during my everything!..

though i'm just a servant full with false and sins..!!

Subhanallah..His love towards me, the Greatest!! of all..

though i'm full with false and sins!!

Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?

He gave me 'it'..He knows my ability..then why would i still questioning bout it??

He is the Greatest!!

forgive me Allah for saying this and that as You knows the Best for me..

why would i questioned bout it..

forgive me Allah..with Your Mercy and Love..

please forgive me..T_T

p/s insyaAllah..with God's will i'll do it my best..bantu ana ukht, memikul amanah ini..

Antuna Fikir Laa Sendiri..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

assalamualaikum wbt..

just got it from the net..

some might have seen it..

and some may just neglected it..

so i put it here just to share and to remind not only u but myself mostly..

n maybe for those whose neglected it before they would just click on it with Allah's will and Mercy..

so, check it out though it's none of my contribution..

'Tomorrow Never Comes'

"Nor say of anything, "I shall be sure to do so and so tomorrow"-Without adding "So please Allah" and call thy Lord to mind when thou forgettest, and say, "I hope that my Lord will guide me ever close (even) than this to the right road." (Holy Quran 18 : 23-24)

"Dan jangan sekali-kali engkau mengatakan terhadap sesuatu, "Aku pasti melakukan itu besok pagi, kecuali (dengan mengatakan), "InsyaAllah". Dan ingatlah kepada Tuhanmu apabila engkau lupa dan katakanlah, "Mudah-mudahan Tuhanku akan memberiku petunjuk kepadaku agar aku yang lebih dekat (kebenarannya) daripada ini" (QS : 23-24)

moreover in the matter of repentance..never say tomorrow cause u'll never know whether the tomorrow may come for tomorrow is His and only He knows..wallahua'alam..

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Last Breath by 3ILM

p/s take time to think but don't think to long cause u'll never know too when the angel will come and take u..wallahu'alam..

Hati Parah..Duit Makin Parah..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..credit to those whose stays..haha..

nak ubat hati punye pasal..awadalah kitorg terjah..

bahana nye..melayang laa fulus..huhu..

tu lah org kate tombo ati itu limo perkare..

1. bace quran dan maknanye

2. solat malam dirikanlah

3. berkumpul lah dgn orang soleh

4. perbanyakkan puasa

5. zikir malam berpanjangan

tu lah sedikit sebanyak perkembangan kami disini selepas ditinggalkan pergi..waaaa T_T

cerita comel kami..hihi..~_^

p/s ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu duit melayang..

ikut Allah hanya Dia yg satu..

As I..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk home from RU..

i take the same path as i take everytime i go there..

but today..it seems different..

i wonder..why?

what day is today?

it's wednesday..yup! it's wednesday..

but i feel it just like friday..

so slow and silent..

i wonder why..

as i think back again..

i realise, it's not the surrounds which are slow and silence..

but it's deep in my heart as i loose another two flying home..

sooner it will be lesser..

all the best ukht..may Allah shelters u'all with His rahmah n prevention..

have a safe journey home..anddd...............

come back soon ya!! ^_^

start to miss every single act and every single words of antuna..

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just saw pictures of my sister's graduation days..

and suddenly i feel like something pouring from my lacrimal gland..

and yeah..it's the true secretion under stimulation of parasympathetic nerves of facial (VII) nerve which via greater petrosal nerve relay in the sphenopalatine ganglia..

tears feel with mixture of feels..

"ya Allah pelihara keluargaku sepanjang ketiadaanku.."

p/s ur blood is ur blood..never will be others..

Ini Cerita Saya

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"as we walk to the right..

as we walk to the right..

as we walk as we walk as we walk all night..

with a heel and a toe..

and a half turn around..

with a heel and a toe..

and a new friend found.."

huhu..suddenly it cross my mind..

reminding me to the one whose already been in m'sia almost more than a week now..

she's a good doctor to be just like her father..

sometimes i just wish i could be as good as u..

as lucky as u..

as smart and wise as u..

everything sometimes i wish i could be u..

but i will never happen as i am what i am..

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right..planning to write something else actually..haha..

never mind just let it be the intro..huhu..

well as i walk home from m 3rd paper..

yup!!! it's the 3rd paper..

and the most important one..

and the most killling one..

totaling everything..it seems..

...eerrrr...the same as the last two papers..

i have no bad feeling but i don't wanna be confident..

so i kinda afraid of what i'm feeling right now..

yet it is better than the last year's fake feels..

which i lied to myself pretending everything would be okay..

hoping for the next paper could walk me out from the hall with a little confident..

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okay..it's a morn day..

and it's a cool day..

my love ones are flying home..

but my other love ones come to the hall just to sent me..though i've already reach there before them..

huhu..thanks ukht..ana x tau antuna nak hantar ana..

i've promised to a friend..

and time's ticking..

also i need sometime from the last time to prepare..

lagi2 plak dalam keadaan 'ini'..

sorry ye..afwan..

p/s ade yg anta sampai dalam pun..heart attack ana!! macam anak raja haha..

oops!! lupe plak..almost B class kan..patut rr..hehe :p

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well, nothing much of a says actually..

just a sharing..

my feeling, my gratefullness, my dedication..

please..feel as you please.. :)

my dedication : 27 & 28 June 2010

my gratefullness : m9

my feeling : me

mode : flying

venue : just on top of the earth

p/s loves is in the air..

Cewek Rupenye..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..tesenyum bile tepikir tittle post ni..

rupenye bukanlah org2 itu sahaja yg memiliki ciri ini..

i also have it! almaklumlah it runs in the blood laa..

so nothing much can do..~_^

but u guys still hebat then me :)

u guys have extra..'cengeng' hehe..

i just realise that i have this in my blood when walking home from my lovely hubbyly exam..

thinking makes me tired but if i don't think, i'll become mad..

(sorry NAAS starting to craps as something has hit the head n heart this evening)

rite, along the way i was thinking of me having this 'cewek' things..

as from the school ages i was sent by at least a person during my exam day..

mostly it would be my mom n dad..

but since i was far away across the sea, only her wish beeping on my lentbyafriend's phone..

telling me that everything would be fine..it soothes me..at least..

but since i was walking alone to the hall so i kinda feel something..

last year, my exam days is full with joy surrounded by people who are people..

last week i still walks with people to the hall..

so kinda not feel anything..

but today..it's really a feel..

"rupenye cewek jugak! nak kene hantar exam jugak! macam budak2!"

^___________________^ i smiled myself..

**xpe sis, xpe Fa..u guys still on top of me..huhu..

p/s "Allah bersamamu anakku" mom it soothe me..

whether there are people or not i still have Him sends me to the hall..

The Time, My Time, Our Time, HIS Time..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk through the question's stores..my heart pounding and this is what i feel

but whether i believe or i did not, it will never gonna change anything..

as one had told me "till the last, never put a stop to ur effort.."

and as i walk out from the imtihan's town, i walk home with

but as time goes by, i'm not going to be able to restore the past..

as i only can make the future better..

and i've learned theoretically about optimist..

and this is the time to practice it..

and after all "Verily your Lord does provide sustenance in abundance for whom He pleases, and He provides in a just measure. For He does know and regard all His servants" (17:30)

from Him is everything, and thus towards Him shall be everything..

p/s The time is not My time neither Ours but His time and it's certain..

make used of the chance given carefully and gratefully..

as time will never come back as it made to pass by neither slow nor fast..

Hug

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

a hug with full love can sometimes comforts u..

a touch with full careness can sometimes ease u..

a simple say with full will can sometimes drowns u in peace..

so friends!!

Hug me! Touch me! and simply say to me,

"We love u, n we know u can get through this!"

it will be very helpful..weeeee..^_^

(ok NAAS talking craps!..forget it!)

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i'm drowning!

drowning in tears..

but i know it will never take years..

cause i know He'll hear my prayers..

i'm hoping!

hoping in fears..

for my path ahead to be clears..

and i hope He'll really hear my prayers..

(i know He will)

mode : tom yam campur masammmmm sgt yg x sedap..

venue : wishing stairs

p/s (2 : 286) wah lame sudah x ku berbicara dgn Mu..