20012011

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

new years has come!!new age also rise..

new coding on the post tittle..:)

lame dah x menulis, blog pon dah behabuk dan besawang..(fuh fuh..*tiup habuk*)

semak samun dah tinggi sampai bangau xdpt nak makn ikan..(??eik??hentam la labuu!!)

nape hari ni pulak tegerak tangan nak tulis?

bukan ape just nak say thanks to everyone yg sudi membuang masa dan membazir duit utk wish n make some valuable gifts n cards utk saya..

n x lupa pada caller2 n massager2 yg sudi berhabis kredit krn hari yg x seberapa maknanye ni selain pd tarikh ni terjadiny Perjanjian Pangkor antara Raja Abdullah n Sir Andrew Clark(sejarah form 2)..('symptom org eXam' bak kate k.ming2..merepek2..)

n of course pd org2 yg dikejauhan yg sgt daku rindui..

terima kasih atas kesudian anda menaip di hp utk wish saya..:

• me beloved mama wa kaka (waiting for the gentleman..hmm harapan la..huhu)
• miss bro farah
• miss idafisa
• miss fiza
• miss Ir. Nor 'Afifah Md Ayop

"dan seluruh takhta kardi paten yg sentiasa menyokong saya'' (ok, bluff!..another symptom)

doakan saya bisa ketemu anda semua summer nih..yeah!!..

hokay..pic above is the gifts i got from my beloved ukht, x campur msg2 yg dihantar n ucapan2 dan doa2 yg lahir serta yg paling important n the most valuable gifts i got fro them is, their LOVE..

thanks for teaching me how to love..

n thanks for the love yg antna salurkan pada diri yg penuh kekurangan ini..

jazakallah atas kesudian antna berada disisi ana selama ini..

moga ukhuwah berkekalan ke syurga abadi..

tgu ana di sana ye ukht..

selain dari tu saya juga telah mendapat special present dari pihak university (wah!!special x saya?sb sy student baik kuikui..) dari seawal pagi lagi..

and hadiah ni gam'ah(univ.) dah sediakan awal2 dah..

dorg dah inform awal2 supaya saya dpt bersedia dan x terkena cardiac arrest atau tachycardia sebab terperanjat..

ape hadiah tu??jeng jeng jeng!!!

eXam paper PHYSIO!!!!! YEAYYY!!! :)

ini kali kedua gam'ah berbesar hati nak beri hadiah pd saya..kuikuikui..

kali pertama is during my first year kat sini..

hmm moga2 eXam berjalan lancar dan lulus cemerlang..

not forgeting my coolio mom says in her msg : "dah habis kelas angah belilah hadiah sendiri ye nanti umi msk duit" wakaka sayang umi giddan..huhu..tahun2 lepas pun gitu..kiki..

tp angah simpan duit mi, utk pkr lebih penting..n nak tgu hadiah org laaa xkan beli hadiah sendiri..hihi :) (boleh x tetibe tepikir "nak tiket balik!" bile dapat msg ni..huhu)

hokay la disebabkan tangan yg kaku baru mula menulis dan otak yg beku masih belum mencair maka x byklah yg dapat di tulis..(perasan mcm ade org bace je..)

lagipun hanya ingin lahirkan seinfiniti penghargaan pd mrk2 yg membuat sy terfikir lagi

maka nikmat tuhan mu yg manakah yg kamu dustakan?

sungguh telah cukup apa yg Allah berikan pada ku, lantas apa lagi yg bisa ku minta??

seharusnya akulah yg bertindak atas apa yg Allah minta..

kawan yg baik itu bilamana melihatkan wajahnya sahaja sudah bisa meningkatkan iman..

semoga aku juga bisa jadi kawan yg bermanfaat pd sahabatnya..

akhirul kalam "teman2 karib pd waktu itu saling bermusuhan kecuali mrk yg bertaqwa"(47:64)

moga aku tergolong golongan itu..amiiinn..

p/s sekejap je on ni..nt 'hold' balik sampai ade kemudahan yg memudahkan..till then, chaw!

jg diri, jg IMAN, jg kesihatan..

al-Fatihah

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

not to blame anyone..

as what happened is His fate..

i think deeply in myself, if i mad with anyone means i mad with Him..

seek repentance for we not living for long..

"Every soul shall have a taste of death : And only on the Day of Judgement shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life) : For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception." (Holy Quran 3:185)

"Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakanmati. Dan hanya pada hari kiamat sajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan kedalam syurga, sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan. Kehidupan dunia hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya." (AQ 3:185)

'semoga tergolong diantara hamba2Nya yg beriman dan bertaqwa'

in memories :

nenda tercinta, Siti Aminah Saleh

kakanda tersayang, Kamil Arshad

harap dipertemu Allah di jannahNya walau angah x smpt tgk opah ngn abg kamil kali terakhir..

p/s been seeing n talking bout death lately, x sangaka kematian yg sgt dekat..sis, waiting for u..

Hati Parah..Duit Makin Parah..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..credit to those whose stays..haha..

nak ubat hati punye pasal..awadalah kitorg terjah..

bahana nye..melayang laa fulus..huhu..

tu lah org kate tombo ati itu limo perkare..

1. bace quran dan maknanye

2. solat malam dirikanlah

3. berkumpul lah dgn orang soleh

4. perbanyakkan puasa

5. zikir malam berpanjangan

tu lah sedikit sebanyak perkembangan kami disini selepas ditinggalkan pergi..waaaa T_T

cerita comel kami..hihi..~_^

p/s ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati mati, ikut nafsu duit melayang..

ikut Allah hanya Dia yg satu..

Ini Cerita Saya

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

"as we walk to the right..

as we walk to the right..

as we walk as we walk as we walk all night..

with a heel and a toe..

and a half turn around..

with a heel and a toe..

and a new friend found.."

huhu..suddenly it cross my mind..

reminding me to the one whose already been in m'sia almost more than a week now..

she's a good doctor to be just like her father..

sometimes i just wish i could be as good as u..

as lucky as u..

as smart and wise as u..

everything sometimes i wish i could be u..

but i will never happen as i am what i am..

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right..planning to write something else actually..haha..

never mind just let it be the intro..huhu..

well as i walk home from m 3rd paper..

yup!!! it's the 3rd paper..

and the most important one..

and the most killling one..

totaling everything..it seems..

...eerrrr...the same as the last two papers..

i have no bad feeling but i don't wanna be confident..

so i kinda afraid of what i'm feeling right now..

yet it is better than the last year's fake feels..

which i lied to myself pretending everything would be okay..

hoping for the next paper could walk me out from the hall with a little confident..

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okay..it's a morn day..

and it's a cool day..

my love ones are flying home..

but my other love ones come to the hall just to sent me..though i've already reach there before them..

huhu..thanks ukht..ana x tau antuna nak hantar ana..

i've promised to a friend..

and time's ticking..

also i need sometime from the last time to prepare..

lagi2 plak dalam keadaan 'ini'..

sorry ye..afwan..

p/s ade yg anta sampai dalam pun..heart attack ana!! macam anak raja haha..

oops!! lupe plak..almost B class kan..patut rr..hehe :p

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well, nothing much of a says actually..

just a sharing..

my feeling, my gratefullness, my dedication..

please..feel as you please.. :)

my dedication : 27 & 28 June 2010

my gratefullness : m9

my feeling : me

mode : flying

venue : just on top of the earth

p/s loves is in the air..

Cewek Rupenye..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

huhu..tesenyum bile tepikir tittle post ni..

rupenye bukanlah org2 itu sahaja yg memiliki ciri ini..

i also have it! almaklumlah it runs in the blood laa..

so nothing much can do..~_^

but u guys still hebat then me :)

u guys have extra..'cengeng' hehe..

i just realise that i have this in my blood when walking home from my lovely hubbyly exam..

thinking makes me tired but if i don't think, i'll become mad..

(sorry NAAS starting to craps as something has hit the head n heart this evening)

rite, along the way i was thinking of me having this 'cewek' things..

as from the school ages i was sent by at least a person during my exam day..

mostly it would be my mom n dad..

but since i was far away across the sea, only her wish beeping on my lentbyafriend's phone..

telling me that everything would be fine..it soothes me..at least..

but since i was walking alone to the hall so i kinda feel something..

last year, my exam days is full with joy surrounded by people who are people..

last week i still walks with people to the hall..

so kinda not feel anything..

but today..it's really a feel..

"rupenye cewek jugak! nak kene hantar exam jugak! macam budak2!"

^___________________^ i smiled myself..

**xpe sis, xpe Fa..u guys still on top of me..huhu..

p/s "Allah bersamamu anakku" mom it soothe me..

whether there are people or not i still have Him sends me to the hall..

The Time, My Time, Our Time, HIS Time..

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

as i walk through the question's stores..my heart pounding and this is what i feel

but whether i believe or i did not, it will never gonna change anything..

as one had told me "till the last, never put a stop to ur effort.."

and as i walk out from the imtihan's town, i walk home with

but as time goes by, i'm not going to be able to restore the past..

as i only can make the future better..

and i've learned theoretically about optimist..

and this is the time to practice it..

and after all "Verily your Lord does provide sustenance in abundance for whom He pleases, and He provides in a just measure. For He does know and regard all His servants" (17:30)

from Him is everything, and thus towards Him shall be everything..

p/s The time is not My time neither Ours but His time and it's certain..

make used of the chance given carefully and gratefully..

as time will never come back as it made to pass by neither slow nor fast..

Hug

..in the name of Allah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim..

a hug with full love can sometimes comforts u..

a touch with full careness can sometimes ease u..

a simple say with full will can sometimes drowns u in peace..

so friends!!

Hug me! Touch me! and simply say to me,

"We love u, n we know u can get through this!"

it will be very helpful..weeeee..^_^

(ok NAAS talking craps!..forget it!)

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i'm drowning!

drowning in tears..

but i know it will never take years..

cause i know He'll hear my prayers..

i'm hoping!

hoping in fears..

for my path ahead to be clears..

and i hope He'll really hear my prayers..

(i know He will)

mode : tom yam campur masammmmm sgt yg x sedap..

venue : wishing stairs

p/s (2 : 286) wah lame sudah x ku berbicara dgn Mu..

eXam feVer

salam..

..eXam feVer!!..

start : 10 april 2010

finish : 1 july 2010

'rabbi yassir wala tu 'asir ya Kareem'

"bi taufiq wannajah fi kulli imtihan fi DEEN fi dunia wal akhirah"

"hadapi hari anda dengan SENYUM :)"

-JD-

p/s doakan daku mengiringi kamu,,ku harap jua doa kalian beriringan doa ibu bapa ku..

hanya padaNya kite panjatkan segala syukur dan harap..

Feel Like..

salam,

4/3/2010
feel like i have a sister lately..
these recent days i feel a lil unwell..
and often sleep while study..
so no blanket on me in the cold of night..
yet someone came and wrapped me with my blue mickey comforter ontop of me..
thanks for let me be inthe warm of night..
really feel like having a very caring sister..
it's been a long time i missed a sister touch..
and it's been bout 1 year and a quater i lost my mom's touch..
really missed her sweeping my forehead during my school time..
feel regret when i refuse her to sweep my head just because i don't want my hair style or my hair cover ruined..
now i realise i really missed her kisses..

p/s really miss u mom..

20012010

assalamu'alaikum wbt..

20012010..??
hmm..ape yg kite bley extract dari nombor2 di atas..
i got this from my lovely sis..
tau what she said bout this figure..??
in her message ; "20012010..fuyooo!!stylo seyhh nombor tu.." huhu ^_^..(sort of)
well actually it's a serial code for a product which has been produced in Gombak, Selangor for about 20 years ago..
this product celebrates its manifacturing day this year alone again without the person whose are responsible of taking care of it..
this because this product has been flyed abroad to enhance its ability and capability to ensure that this product is more usefull to the society..
and also for its own good later on..

it is the 2nd year though..
this product has undergo a lot of process in order to make it more beneficial..
including setting it again from the basis..
BASIS??after 20 yearas??yupp!! it has to be set up again back from the start..
scanning, identifying the problems and fixing the problems..
and fixing can take least or a long duration depending on how destructive is the damages..
and thank to almighty Allah this product now is undergoing a clearence process and rebuilding process at the same time..
this has to progress simultaneously to ensure there's no waste along the progress before reaching the final brand new product..
because this clearing and rebuilding process will take a lifetime..
if it dosen't go simultaneously, the product will work ineffectively..
and when the ineffectiveness occurs, this product will take more than lifetime to be fix again..

so "happy 20th anniversary" ^_^..
hope all the process will run smoothly
hope the brand new product will benefit the ummah
and hope Allah is always the one to be rely on..

p/s the product of Gombak, Selangor by Mr. & Mrs. ASY : NAAS..=)